So many things happened during the past year. I saw you recently. You didn't deserve that, its not even your fault and to make you feel better i had been living in guilt till today. Your friend was right, i was afraid. There are just too many betrayals and reasons why i shouldn't have accepted not only yours but also my feelings. I know how much it hurts if I'm gonna pretend nothing happened and continue staying in your life as a friend. That's the reason i choose to delete me from your life once and for all. I know its painful, but even now i believe its the best way for both of us. I'm having a mixed feeling, i hope that you will read this post someday and eventually forgive me but i am also too ashamed to have you reading this. Whatever the case is, i hope you have already gotten over me and started looking for the love you rightfully deserve.

Finally the day comes...

For some people they will feel sad when they see people holding hands on the streets...as specially on valentine day...but for me...i'm a different story...i want to be single on valentines day and only sleep at home...i don't know why but i always hated valentines day...maybe it's not the day that i hate...it's me...i had enough of all the love love love things...and my heart now if only with one person...it never happened before but i am willing to wait for that girl...i don't know how long this feeling will last but for now...it's still here...in my heart...

I'm not sissy!!!

I don't understand why people say me sissy and i need to be more 'man'...stupid loh...boy say nevermind la...but is the girls say one loh...i too white???Maybe...even michelle darker than me now...never touch basketball for a long time liao...and no basketball equals to no sunlight and equals to no light...and how i treat jian han is acting only la...don't tell me you people can't see...i'm normal and healthy...remember that...

Why so sian one...

Today the assembly super sian one loh...i want to sleep liao la...it is so boring that i forgot what is it all about liao...aiyo...i only remember got the girls uniform check today...only check skirt...if not alot og girls will die...the socks like don't know what...so short...than michelle say she injured her leg...i want to sleep liao la...so tired...

Freak...

The lame people continued to do lame things...like i expected...they go put a voting thing and vote who is the lady and man killer...bla bla bla...whatever soever whatsoever...even if you want to do also don't add my name next time...that's all...still got DNT never do leh...

Stupid valentine day party la

I got 3 sms telling me about the valentine day party...stupid la...he think i don't know what he thinking...i do.On that day...he want us to 'force' him to pick michelle and michelle to pick him...he want valentine present from michelle...after this what he want to do than i don't know la...trust me...is not we want to spread zhan hong...is he want us to spread him...Everytime laught untill so happy...i know you will see this zhan hong...don't worry...you will get what you want...i will make sure that you get what you want...only than will the rumour stop...muahaha...

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Aiyo...maple account tio hack...start from level 1 again...than need to get married again...train again...everything again...but nevermind...got gf again...muahahaha